my darling John, I tried to put my thoughts on yesterday on your 74th birthday but it wouldnt go through. i love and miss you so much every day. i wish you were here with me in the new home to spend our final years together. you would love the bungalow. I hope you are finding peace and celebrated your birthday with a few pints with the relatives and mates that are there with you. you will always be the only one for me. my one and only special Handsome Boy xxxx