My Darling John, not a day passes where I don't think of you and still have many tears. I hope you'll forgive me for not putting my thoughts on over the past year. It was so sad on your birthday and Christmas without you but know that you are with all both families and your mates so hope you celebrated with a few pints just like you used to!! the 1st year has gone but it's not any easier but to think that you are better where you are gives me comfort knowing that you are not suffering anymore. we all miss you so much, love Val, Mandy and Barry xxx